In some ways my life’s a lot like that of a small time rock band or singer. I’m on the road alone a lot so I miss home, and don’t get to do stuff in the Detroit Area. I don’t get to have the pleasures of a "normal" life but the adventures I have are pretty darned cool. Like a small time band or singer, I have to do much of the work stuff myself. I’m my own manager, travel agent, janitor, office clerk, receptionist and equipment tech. That can be a pain. (and in between all that I have to update my website continuously!) But then all the hassles were made up for by the smiles and excitement of those who come to the shows. It just makes me happy, deeply happy to dance and be sexy. Sure, the down sides of my weird life can be a drag at times, but it sure is a blast to do what I love doing. I’m lucky. My days are full and interesting. I am always honest as to who I am and whom I love. I am blessed for the passions in my life. Knowing that in this moment, life is perfect and should, for some odd reason, it all end now, it would still be perfect.

California is always a blast. This was my fifth trip there, so I'm getting pretty comfortable with being there and finding my way around. I get paid to get laid with hot guys and even hotter chicks! Now being with the Tera Patrick agency, and having them find me work, I'm getting better video shoots and having more fun then ever. Since I love fucking, and I love the eroticism of porn, I fit right in.

My first hot fuck this trip was Lexington Steele. He owns his own video distribution company. Just let me say damn, because he is HUGE! Well, you can say I had no problems with anyone else that week. I was well broken in.

That shoot was a lot of fun because I got to do a girl too.Cindy Lange was her name and she was smokin' HOT on the couch. This one will be out in December. It's called Top Gunn 4. It's soooo HOT.

Lee Stone, "mmmmmmmmm", was my next hottie. I got to work with for club International Magazine. We were really into each other. It's just a bummer it was only a still shoot, because if It was a video, holy shit it would have been one incredible scene. Let's just say that the guys with a little more maturity are so good wherever you fuck them. This was on a hard stone bathroom floor, I didn't mind because he fucked me good! The men of porn are some sweet deals I'll say. I love men who know how to please a woman, and know how to have sex in a powerful manner. I know it's not just porn guys that know how to screw. So get some practice guys, cause we women love sex.

Christian, and I sweated all over each other. Adult.com goes all out for their scenes. Damn, bald men have something going for themselves that other guys don't have. Yummy! We fucked and fucked and fucked some more, whew! I was worn out that time.

Ok, I'd meet my match when I walked onto this set for Penthouse. Eric Everhard was one high energy, never stopping, always penetrating kinda guy. This man was intense. He truly takes his work seriously, and loves it. I've been able to find my sexual self through porn, and I found myself once again having a great time with him and the little hottie Chick I fucked with him. Variation #3, I think is the title of this cozy setting in a ski cabin. Very hot inside, snowing on the outside. I was so flattered, and Jim steele was so sweet when he said I was "Tera Patrick's hottest new starlette" Jim and Kelly Holland run one tight ship over there at Penthouse. I had a wonderful time. They were so much fun to work with. And Chris King is a sweetheart and wonderful photographer.

Mario Rossi and I did some filming together for our web sites. This man pulls out all the stops. He can do four things all at once. He can massage my pussy while have sex with me, kissing and sweating! Yum! I have to say it is not a bad time to come out to California, have sex all week long, have fun at the bars at night, work out during the day, take the dog to the park, and get content for my website. I love keeping madly busy. Not a lot of time to think about getting in trouble. If you don't consider what I do as trouble?

Mario Rossi and his buddy Alex Roxxx, two Hungarians, oh my god, damn. We went to the desert in a white magnum, and had some incredible sex on the hood of this beautiful station wagon. I will give this car the thumbs up, because that hood is real durable!! We were not gentle, and really pushed our limits. Alex Roxxx, supermodel elite. He was the prettiest fuck I had while there that time. The penis can be a work of art sometimes. The dessert is such a cold place to be looks wise. I mean the midwest has something to say for itself, but the dessert is just the dessert. A great place to shoot but not to live. It made a very vogue place to have a sex scene though. We took Gia Jordan with us also and she made a great model. What a beautiful girl and she can pose! She gave some great attitude; I wonder what she’s like in bed. No guys, no girl/girl scene that day, but I would of. Damn I would of. Next time! I did however get asked by her to have her friend who is a photographer to shoot me with my dog for a project he’s working on for a magazine. Something like the “Pornstar Portraits” book, but a little different. His own style. It was fun and he produced some great images. I got to take a few home so I can scrapbook them. Ok, my geek side comes out!!!!

I left California this time with lots of hot memories, new friends, work accomplished and a fat dog. He didn't get much exercise cause I was so busy. Me and my roommate Tiffany Digivani, who is also with the Tera Patrick agency, went to the Key Club with our agent Max and had a blast. I ate a few times on Sunset Blvd. No shopping on Sunset Blvd. though. Whew! it's too expensive. I'm not that well paid yet. I did shop on Melrose Ave. with Chris Charming though, and got some great, trendy California fashions. People in California really know how to dress. As a whole they dress better all the time, than people anywhere else in this country.

I then went to Vegas for the Gentlemen’s Nightclub Expo, where I worked for Exotic Dancer Magazine. What a great time. My second time there, but this was much better then just attending. I got to meet some wonderful club owners, shmooze with all the talent and promote myself whenever possible. I was very grateful to have had this opportunity. Thanks Don Wait!!!! Over and Over again. Jessica Drake was there, I took pictures with Lexi Marie, Brook Hunter, lot’s of club owners, all my friends and magazine owners and representatives. I will say I was exhausted by the end of the week as I’m sure everyone was but it was great and all fans should come next year to fan fair. Fan Fair was cool because most of the entertainers that went to the expo had a booth at fan fair and put on a show the same evening for the fan appreciation show which was titled the adult star showcase. My car was having problems as early as the few days before the end of the expo and finally died three hours of Vegas. Utah, of all places. My Grand Caravan overheated and the functions started to fail. I got to a gas station; luckily enough, eight miles down the road so I could let it cool down. When I started it back up it began a clicking noise. So I bunked down for the night in a town 17 miles down the road called Cedar City and took it to the dealership the next day. They didn’t have time to see me but assured me that it was a cylinder failure and I was running on 5 instead of 6. They told me they had seen many people drive this way for lengths of time and I would have no problem getting to Salt Lake city. WRONG! 20 miles later I was totally dead and waiting on the side of I-15 in Utah unable to go anywhere. I was so afraid that I would not be able to get a call through to AAA because I was in the middle of nowhere and kept dropping calls to my family I almost panicked. I had my dog with me who could have not made it for God’s sakes. It was 115 degrees fahrenheit. But I did. Yeah!!!! They picked me up and took me to Richfield where I spent another night. Unable to decide what to do in one day I stayed another and finally rented a U-Haul truck to drive my things and myself back to Detroit. Let me tell you my dog Spider did not like this ride at all. Neither did I, but what are you going to do when it’s the closest thing around that is big enough and available to drive your things and your dog home. I made it! I didn’t feel like making it but I did.